The Shadow Song

I’m a Loser, I’m an Idiot, I’m a Stupid, Weak Fool,
I’m a Fraud, a Crazy Dreamer, a Freak Loser Tool,
What a waste, what a waste, what a waste
Don’t feel sorry for me.
I may be De-lu-si-on-al,
But at least I am free.

I'm dancing with my shadow.
But I'm gonna win
I'll show him the mirror
Of what's really within
I got the devil inside me.
Always tells me I’ll fail.
I’ve lived my life backwards.
To no avail
What a waste, what a waste, what a waste
Don’t feel sorry for me.
I may be De-lu-si-on-al,
But at least I am free.

I’m your shadow song.

I’m your strength, your paradise.
Your Unconditional love
Little helper in the corner
Who is never enough
Like a golden star
In a cardboard box
Sunshine in the smoke
Of your burning love
Sing my song, sing my song. Sing my song
So sorry for me
Biggest joke, all this time, don’t you know
Just been your fear

I’m your shadow song.

The Shadow song is from the forthcoming book ‘The Department Store of the Soul.